Ok, this wasn't all for me...or was it? My dog Dakota better stay close to me for sure.
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Mark my words!!!
I will lose this 10 lbs I gained over the holiday. I cant believe I let myself go like that. What a dope. I have been walking at lunch and power drinking the water. I am slowly getting back to my normal self controlled person. Wow, for a year, I was brilliant. Then came the holidays and bam! I kept telling myself oh a little of this wont hurt, or last Christmas I didn't have anything bad so I deserve this... Ya right.
Today, I walked for 90 minutes straight as fast as my fat little legs could go. Tomorrow the kids have late school, they wont get home til 10pm or later. So, beside my lunch walk, I am going to the gym.
Its sucks, cause I feel just as fat now as I did 65 lbs ago. Thats what 10 lbs can do to you. All those times looking in the mirror and thinking wow, I am beginning to like the way I look, now 10 lbs later I look in the mirror and see that 300+ lb person again.
My pants feel tighter and I am back to being self-conscious again. This weekend I went shopping and bought a lot of veggies and chicken tenders. Tonight I am going to roast eggplant, zucchini, peppers, onions and brussel sprouts. YUMMMMMM. Of course, this will give me gas to no end. So the dog is going to have be by me so I can blame her. :)
Today, I walked for 90 minutes straight as fast as my fat little legs could go. Tomorrow the kids have late school, they wont get home til 10pm or later. So, beside my lunch walk, I am going to the gym.
Its sucks, cause I feel just as fat now as I did 65 lbs ago. Thats what 10 lbs can do to you. All those times looking in the mirror and thinking wow, I am beginning to like the way I look, now 10 lbs later I look in the mirror and see that 300+ lb person again.
My pants feel tighter and I am back to being self-conscious again. This weekend I went shopping and bought a lot of veggies and chicken tenders. Tonight I am going to roast eggplant, zucchini, peppers, onions and brussel sprouts. YUMMMMMM. Of course, this will give me gas to no end. So the dog is going to have be by me so I can blame her. :)
Monday, January 30, 2012
I have a confession to make.
When I posted this picture on the 20th. I had a hidden message in it. It only pertained to me and I wasnt really ready to talk about it.
On the 18th, a boy that my son went to school with from Kindergarten thru High School died. Once they started HS they each went their own way. My son met new friends via the Football sport. My son and daughter went to school from K- thru HS with the same group of kids. It is a neighborhood elementary/Jr High combined and then most moved on to to the same High school. So sometimes I still see these kids as the little ones that I remember back when.
Well, this young man chose a bad path to follow. He overdosed on the 18th. My son told me that he really had been on the wrong path all thru HS. I just didnt know. His service was Saturday. It has me stumped for some reason on how we decide which path to take and where it will lead us. His father posted on Facebook on the 18th that he just lost his only son. I just sobbed, for but the Grace of God that could have been me.
On the 18th, a boy that my son went to school with from Kindergarten thru High School died. Once they started HS they each went their own way. My son met new friends via the Football sport. My son and daughter went to school from K- thru HS with the same group of kids. It is a neighborhood elementary/Jr High combined and then most moved on to to the same High school. So sometimes I still see these kids as the little ones that I remember back when.
Well, this young man chose a bad path to follow. He overdosed on the 18th. My son told me that he really had been on the wrong path all thru HS. I just didnt know. His service was Saturday. It has me stumped for some reason on how we decide which path to take and where it will lead us. His father posted on Facebook on the 18th that he just lost his only son. I just sobbed, for but the Grace of God that could have been me.
Thursday, January 26, 2012
I can understand why
Play Begins Today At Farmers Insurance Open
Golf Tournament Will Be Played At Torrey Pines North, South Courses
Yes, I can understand why they want to have this huge Golf tournament here. But it is right by where I work and traffic SUCKSSSSSSSS now. Ok, next week will be better. My rant is over (for now).
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Hump day
Work has been absolutely crazy, working at an Academic Medial Center has so many issues that don't even pertain to patients. It is crazy, or I am crazy for being here since 1981. I have a buddy who does a lot of what I do and this am we talked and it sure helped to vent to each other.
I brought my egg white and bagel thins for breakfast. It was really good and will start me off just right. I am one of those peeps that believes in a good breakfast, on work days. Weekends I never eat breakfast, and I am fine...I would rather sleep than eat.
I only missed Monday on my 60 minute walk due to rain, but really because I left early. My head was killing me, or work was! Otherwise I have been walking each day, and each day the weather is getting warmer. So it is really nice.
In March my daughter has this little birthday(hers) vacation planned. We are going to hit LA and Hollywood and also do a paranormal tour on the Queen Mary and we are going to spend the night also on the Queen. Sounds fun and just what I need, a little get away. It is for about 4-5 days.
I brought my egg white and bagel thins for breakfast. It was really good and will start me off just right. I am one of those peeps that believes in a good breakfast, on work days. Weekends I never eat breakfast, and I am fine...I would rather sleep than eat.
I only missed Monday on my 60 minute walk due to rain, but really because I left early. My head was killing me, or work was! Otherwise I have been walking each day, and each day the weather is getting warmer. So it is really nice.
In March my daughter has this little birthday(hers) vacation planned. We are going to hit LA and Hollywood and also do a paranormal tour on the Queen Mary and we are going to spend the night also on the Queen. Sounds fun and just what I need, a little get away. It is for about 4-5 days.
Monday, January 23, 2012
Whats a gal to do??
Ok, this just sucks. What a way to start my Monday... TOM came, I didnt know til I made it to work. I didnt bring a thing. Usually I am well stocked for emergencies. But, I switched my purse a few weeks ago. I didnt stock my purse....CRAP,.. I use the restroom and sure enough they have a machine for supplies. Thank you sweet Jesus. I put my quarter in and NOTHING. What the heck.... I text my buddy who is on her way to work and she said she might have something. The gift shop at work does have them, but it is a 10 minute outdoor walk, which is ok..but its fricking raining.. Good grief! I should just go home crawl into bed and call it a day... No I wont, I dont do things like that. But heaven help me that sounds so good!
I will need to see if my buddy has something and then at 9:00 I will walk in the rain and go to the gift shop.
My day has to get better right?!!!!
I will need to see if my buddy has something and then at 9:00 I will walk in the rain and go to the gift shop.
My day has to get better right?!!!!
Friday, January 20, 2012
Which path to choose
Sometimes I feel like this. Never knowing which path to chose. I saw this picture and it got me wondering.
Life can be such a struggle.
Life can be such a struggle.
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